tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7084809301692930782024-03-19T07:03:58.267-04:00Nothing More Than a ShadowVampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.comBlogger531125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-85746184441582011112017-09-24T11:29:00.002-04:002017-09-24T11:29:32.132-04:009/24/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I had a fever of over 101 yesterday, so I got sent home from work.<br />
I'm terrified my boss is going to fire me from it.<br />
I also haven't been able to stop coughing for the past month =(</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-78693462375493170322017-09-17T10:51:00.001-04:002017-09-17T10:51:01.616-04:009/17/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Why do good people have to die?<br />
He has cancer and he's been in the hospital for over a month now.<br />
It's not fair.<br />
I'm drinking and sleeping around to deal with it.<br />
I should be a better friend but I can't fucking handle it.<br />
There's this sweet boy I fucked a week ago after he bought me a drink.<br />
I would like him. He's a gentleman and quite a lovely guy.<br />
But I'm in love with someone who's dying from cancer.<br />
Fuck fuck fuck.</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-381196454983122712017-09-03T09:58:00.001-04:002017-09-03T09:58:53.156-04:009/3/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I'm a bit sick right now. I think it's just a cold but it also comes with a pretty annoying cough so... yay?<br />
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I'm in the process of trying to get through the boyfriend's head that I do not want to be in a relationship. He still calls me his girlfriend and uses other pet names.<br />
What do I have to do, fuck someone else right in front of him??</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-11872905220838583522017-08-27T09:40:00.001-04:002017-08-27T09:40:09.292-04:008/27/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I'm pretty sure my neighbors don't sleep? They were slamming doors and yelling at like 2:30am last night while I was getting drunk, and then they woke me up at like 7:30am. Sometimes they wake me up at 5am.<br />
I'm considering investing in heavy duty sleeping pills. 3-4 hours of sleep per night with a full time job and not keeping food down is not what I need right now.</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-73255927818404963862017-08-20T13:21:00.002-04:002017-08-20T13:21:29.244-04:008/20/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I got a raise. $11.50/hr now. How exciting.<br />
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My boyfriend still refuses to acknowledge that I want to break up with him. I'm not sure how he doesn't get it. I don't even try to hide my irritation with him or the fact that I don't want to be with him.<br />
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I think he's just using me for my money. I work 35-40 hours a week. He works 20-25 and makes like $9/hr.<br />
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Not my fault he isn't trying to better himself. Why does he insist on dragging me down with him?</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-46704439489647543082017-08-13T12:06:00.001-04:002017-08-13T12:06:20.597-04:008/13/2017<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Hm. Not sure what to say really. I've decided to take days off from eating to relieve stress. Who needs to eat every day? I have to eat today but tomorrow will be a blissful break from that <3</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-31766536773836390232017-08-06T09:35:00.000-04:002017-08-06T09:35:14.062-04:008/6/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
My coworker made a joke about me self harming last night. That was not what I needed. I'm really trying to quit and I'm doing pretty well. It's been a few months since my last slip up.<br />
This is the same coworker who is one of those slutty *gamer girls* who plays one or two games a little bit and thinks she's a hardcore gamer.<br />
Ugh.</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-64584201178771556332017-07-30T09:43:00.000-04:002017-07-30T09:43:14.778-04:007/30/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I'm in this strange place where I'm slowly but very surely falling toward the "I don't care. What's the point of eating ever again?" mindset. The scary part is that it's starting to slip into drinking as well. The act of drinking water even seems greedy and selfish and unclean.<br />
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On the positive side, my sprained foot is healing well I think. It's hurting a lot less.</div>
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Throwing up.<br />
Blood.<br />
It was brown.<br />
At least I think it was blood because I hadn't eaten anything brown or even remotely close.<br />
Lately I've just been drinking water to throw it up.<br />
Fuck food.<br />
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I'd rather not eat than throw up blood though. And obviously eating isn't the issue, but the fact that I love the feeling of control I get when my fingers are deep in my throat.<br />
I'm pretty sure my fingers are permanently scarred from my teeth hitting them.<br />
The scars make me smile.<br />
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It's all about control.</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-22441074095854789862017-07-02T14:56:00.001-04:002017-07-02T14:56:35.999-04:007/2/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Drank and threw up a bottle of wine for breakfast. Everything kept moving, even when I was sitting down. Nothing ever stays still. Nothing feels permanent. It feels so delicate. Like a thin ice wall about to break.</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-40313907263215592252017-06-25T15:42:00.001-04:002017-06-25T15:42:18.640-04:006/25/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I throw up 2-3 times a day, including at work.<br />
At home, with my boyfriend in the next room.<br />
I don't even give a fuck anymore.</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-53866599584404405842017-06-11T10:14:00.000-04:002017-06-11T10:14:05.636-04:006/11/2017<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I had oatmeal for dinner last night. 120 calories. I'm having tea for breakfast today. 5 calories, even though the box says 0. I don't trust things.<br />
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My mother is taking me, my boyfriend, and her husband out for dinner tonight. I'm absolutely terrified so I might get a few energy drinks because they'll boost my metabolism. I've only lost 0.4lbs since yesterday. Fuck.</div>
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Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-86377639426448274182017-05-21T12:16:00.003-04:002017-05-21T12:16:50.755-04:005/21/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I work 6 days a week, 30+ hours. I realize that's not much for most people but that's more than I can handle, especially since it's around food/alcohol.<br />
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I'm basically constantly drunk/tipsy.<br />
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I feel like I have no control over anything.</div>
Vampirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012785243466252220noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-708480930169293078.post-35481551623337243992017-05-14T14:28:00.002-04:002017-05-14T14:28:50.456-04:005/14/17<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
The boyfriend was out of town for mother's day weekend so last night I got absolutely fucked up on 2 bottles of wine. So I didn't sleep last night. I got like 2-3 hours of sleep after 7am. I don't remember how much since I kept waking up.<br />
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I've been throwing up a lot too. Half on purpose, half not. I just can't stand having anything inside me.<br />
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And I've been taking my valium like, randomly, just because I feel like it. I told my boyfriend I flushed it down the toilet. It's hiding with my feminine hygiene products, wrapped up in paper.<br />
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I don't know what's going on anymore but I think I clearly need help. I just don't have time, with work and shit, to find a therapist. </div>
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So I broke my tooth while wasted beyond all belief on Valentine's Day. Not sure if I mentioned this.<br />
Ever since then, due to the dental procedures involved in fixing my teeth, I haven't been able to make myself sick.<br />
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This is literally killing me. Like, I've been making myself throw up multiple times a day (with a few exceptions, like when I stupidly tried "recovery") since I was in my early teens. So to not be able to do that all of a sudden is literally pure torture.<br />
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And apparently I don't know how to eat without being able to throw up. So I've gained like 10lbs. Guess who is freaking the fuck out.<br />
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I'm terrified.<br />
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I don't know what's going to happen to my mental health before May 2, which is when I get my permanent crowns and can hopefully go back to throwing up everything.</div>
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Um.<br />
I don't know what to say right now.<br />
Food is terrifying.<br />
Consuming anything is terrifying.<br />
I decided to taper my prozac and I keep forgetting to take it in the morning. Oops.<br />
Going off the pill is super easy. Which is nice. Except now the boyfriend and I have to use condoms. That would suck, but I can't stand to be touched right now anyway, so it's actually a fantastic excuse to avoid sex altogether.<br />
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And yeah, being touched makes me anxious. Triggers a panic attack. I can't handle it. I don't know why. I think I've finally lost my grip on sanity. All I do is hide in the bedroom and read and ignore everything. And go to work when I can drag myself out.</div>
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