To respond to a comment...I have no idea how my hands turned blue. They felt warmer than usual which isnt saying much since theyre usually freezing...I thought they were normal body temperature but my mom touched my hand and said it was cold so I dunno...

I throw up every day now. Sometimes twice a day. Today my friend asked me if there was anything I was good at...anything I was proud of...I couldnt think of anything.

Im getting 95s and 98s on quizzes in Chinese. Fuck. I need to study more.

Im wearing leggings and a short warm dress today. It makes me look fat. I am fat.

I cant concentrate on one thing.

I need sleep.

Im sorry.