December 26, 2016


I got kicked out of college.

I don't give a fuck.

No one knows.

Not even my boyfriend who I live with.

Or my cat.

I feel like I should be upset about it but I don't care. It means more time to exercise and not eat and be skinny. I'm honestly kind of happy about it, though my mom would be pissed if she found out.

December 18, 2016


I'm wasted about half the time now.
My psych upped my Prozac to 30mg/day.
Finals were painful.
I'm pretty sure I'm getting expelled after this semester.
I'm also pretty sure I don't give a fuck.
I just want to lose weight.

December 11, 2016


Got high and drunk today... oops

My boyfriend bought me a pacifier! Super excited

Meeting with my psych tomorrow. Prozac is not working well for me at all and I hope she believes me this time. I'm so done with this shit.

Boyfriend caught me making myself throw up last night. Super oops.

December 04, 2016



How the fuck is it already December??

Intake is shit. I'm gonna get 2 bags of oranges as soon as I finish my almond milk (I have one single serving box left)

I had 2 beers last night

Boyfriend and I have been fucking way more recently
It's pretty fun