June 25, 2017


I throw up 2-3 times a day, including at work.
At home, with my boyfriend in the next room.
I don't even give a fuck anymore.

June 11, 2017


I had oatmeal for dinner last night. 120 calories. I'm having tea for breakfast today. 5 calories, even though the box says 0. I don't trust things.

My mother is taking me, my boyfriend, and her husband out for dinner tonight. I'm absolutely terrified so I might get a few energy drinks because they'll boost my metabolism. I've only lost 0.4lbs since yesterday. Fuck.