9/24/17

I had a fever of over 101 yesterday, so I got sent home from work.
I'm terrified my boss is going to fire me from it.
I also haven't been able to stop coughing for the past month =(

9/17/17

Why do good people have to die?
He has cancer and he's been in the hospital for over a month now.
It's not fair.
I'm drinking and sleeping around to deal with it.
I should be a better friend but I can't fucking handle it.
There's this sweet boy I fucked a week ago after he bought me a drink.
I would like him. He's a gentleman and quite a lovely guy.
But I'm in love with someone who's dying from cancer.
Fuck fuck fuck.

9/3/17

I'm a bit sick right now. I think it's just a cold but it also comes with a pretty annoying cough so... yay?

I'm in the process of trying to get through the boyfriend's head that I do not want to be in a relationship. He still calls me his girlfriend and uses other pet names.
What do I have to do, fuck someone else right in front of him??