I've been irritable af all day today.
Also been drinking loads of caffeine free tea and water.
Not sure why. Just really felt like it.
Why do people have to eat to survive? It's so annoying.
So according to a few women's magazines, skinny people don't obsess about food.
Which means if I want to be thin, I should be chill around food and not all spazzy and anxious.
Or I could just pretend until I actually am relaxed around it?
Haha yeah right.
The urge to shove my fingers down my throat will never go away. =/
|a few of the teddy bears my boyfriend has gotten me =)|
|Valentine's Day dinner - salad with snap peas, orange slices, and almonds, asparagus, pasta with squash, red onion, and red pepper, and Gardein chicken (vegetarian chicken)|
|The rest of these pictures are from when I was in China =)|
|4 crab rangoons and a pile of steamed veggies (and a pickle)|
|the destroyed summer palace in Beijing, right by the university I was studying at|
Holy shit. I was on Pandora and some song came on that had a pretty intro, and I decided to give it a chance. It was Sweet Dreams by Emily Browning. Wow. So haunting and beautiful. Then I decided to see if I could find out more about it, since Pandora said it was from a movie called Sucker Punch. First of all, Emily Browning? Gorgeous. Apparently she played Violet in A Series of Unfortunate Events. Sucker Punch sounded like a great movie, theoretically. But holy shit did they mess up the execution of it. Like, the trailer made it look amazing. But the reviews claim that they did an awful job with it. Ugh. =(
|half bagel with thinly spread fat free cream cheese and a fuckton of super thinly sliced cucumber|
|the new dish set my boyfriend and I got ^_^ (sorry for shitty quality, also this was before they were washed)|
|baby bat =P|
|campus of the university I was at when I was studying in China. This was right across from where I was staying|
|60 calorie chai latte and a few frosted animal cookies|
I keep wanting to be healthy. To not be dizzy and shaky and nauseated and thinking about food all the fucking time. So I was thinking
-half a bagel with a teaspoon of fat free cream cheese for breakfast
-1/2 cup veggies with 1 hard boiled egg for dinner
Super healthy and loads of calories, so I should be fine throughout the day, right? I'm gonna try that next week, when I go grocery shopping again.
|the bread/cheese were toasted in the oven before I put the tomato/onion on. I think I prefer it untoasted though XD|
|Pear salad I made myself at work after a long shift. Took it home with a panini for my boyfriend. The salad has pears, caramelized pecans, cucumber, onion, avocado, and lettuce.|