January 31, 2016


Ferrets (2 different ones) and monster <3

Having a half bagel with hummus and cucumber for breakfast. Also a 10 calorie blueberry/white grape Amp that my boyfriend got me last night. He said he thought I would like it since he knows I love low calorie energy drinks.

January 30, 2016


Boyfriend tried to get me to have frozen yogurt or bubble tea with him but instead we wandered around downtown and then went on Amazon and bought some super cute dishes =) I'll get pictures of them when they come in. They're black and purple ^_^

January 28, 2016


Spam of the puppy I gave away last week. Also bonus picture of a sleeping ferret

Breakfast today is 3/4 cup bell pepper/onion with 1/3 cup chickpeas. I'm hoping it gets me through classes and work today.

January 25, 2016


The ones on the blue background are little souvenirs I got from Venice and China =) (years and years ago)

And a selfie cause why not.

@Bella - I mean, his girlfriend knows at least part of what's going on since according to the police, she was the one who answered the phone when they tried to contact him to set up a meeting time to give away the puppy. Also, judging from the fact that the only phone number they have is the one I gave them that he was texting me shitty things from over the summer, that's also the one the police called to leave a voicemail saying he isn't supposed to be contacting me, and the police said his phone is shut off (probably because he didn't pay the phone bill), so it's probably her phone. Ugh. Point is, I'm pretty sure she deserves what she gets at this point, since she's been warned by both me and the fact that I need police around just to feel remotely safe around him. 

Anyway. I'm having hot apple cider for breakfast and going to the store today after class, so no idea what I'm doing for dinner. But I'm sure I'll burn loads of calories today since walking in the cold always does that ^_^

January 23, 2016


Intake so far today:
1 cup steamed broccoli
2 scrambled eggs (no oil/butter, 60 calories each, but probably less since a lot got stuck to the pan)

Working tonight and having some food when I get home.

January 22, 2016

Long rant-y post. Feel free to ignore.

I got to hand over my dog yesterday. Under police supervision. To my abusive ex. He came with his girlfriend/fiance/whatever.
I have a police order against him (he's not allowed to attempt any contact with me) and he decided to contact me the day before yesterday and ask me to give him my dog. (Our original agreement, when he moved out, was that he would take her) I decided, sure she's a lot of work and I can't quite keep up with her. So I went to the police and told them that he contacted me and asked if they could be there while I handed my dog over.

I gotta say though. His girlfriend is obviously aware that his ex (aka me) had to call the police on him and won't even be anywhere near him without police protection. Why in fuck does she think that dating him is a good idea? (Oh right, because she's 19 and he's 24 and she apparently calls him "daddy" - wtf. I'm all for kinky stuff, but literally everyone I've encountered who's into that thinks 50 shades is "hot" and doesn't really get the concept of consent. Also, they all seem to have some serious mental issues that they're very determined to ignore.)
It gets better. Back in the summer, when my ex and I broke up, she messaged me and asked me if it was normal for him to get uncontrollably angry randomly. Yes it is. I told her to get out while she could and directed her to contact the police or a few women's shelters in town if she felt unsafe. Her response? Thanks but he hasn't hit me or anything yet. 
So, at this point, I think they both deserve what they get.

Also they're both really fat and quite ugly. Every time I've seen her she's been wearing sweatpants - super tacky ones - and she's so large I can't even tell if she has a waist. It's honestly kind of funny. And him? He dyed his hair some awful color (actually 2 - looks like he tried to do half red, half green. The red turned pink and the green just faded) and his hair is bleach-damaged as fuck. He looked like a caveman who spilled paint on his head a few months ago and hasn't showered since. I wish I was exaggerating. 

Then I had to go to work (just from 6-9pm, not too bad) and my coworkers could tell I was upset I guess. One of them even bought me a shot (of some delicious grapefruit, 80 proof thing), which was super sweet of her. Side note: I absolutely love having a job that's so laid-back. Whenever there aren't customers around, I can just play on my phone or get something to drink from the bar. The atmosphere is wonderful, even if I don't indulge in the food that we're always experimenting with and encouraging each other to try. Cooking is fun. Eating? Not so much. Also, my boss has almost insisted that I drink with him while I was on the clock on a few occasions. Seriously, such a relaxing job. XD

Anyway. That shitty episode of my life is over. Ex has still been warned that he needs to not contact me, or I will press charges. I could have this time (the police asked me if I wanted him arrested and have charges pressed) but I just said I want him to have no contact with me and stay out of my life.

January 20, 2016


Salad I made for a customer at work (freshly grated feta and house dressing are on the side)

Tofu/salsa wrap I made for myself and the boyfriend. He finished mine >_<

Intake for today:
1 cup yogurt, 1 cup frozen berries

January 17, 2016


my puppy =)

sleeping ferret =)

socks <3

TEA <3


a choker my boyfriend got me =) (from an Etsy shop in Australia!)

Hot apple cider from my Keurig/coffee brewer

my boyfriend holding one of our ferrets =)

Intake for today:
-1 quorn cutlet with half a cup of corn
-5 pieces of mini cheese ravioli and 2 imitation crab legs

I worked 9 hours yesterday so I'm exhausted T_T

January 15, 2016


Intake today:

Breakfast: 1 Hershey's kiss, 1 mini bottle of diet Mountain Dew
Lunch: 1 piece of sugarfree gum
Dinner: 1 hard boiled egg with one cup steamed broccoi

January 14, 2016


dramatic selfie

tea <3

The box my Christmas presents came in! I was so excited ^_^

More tea ^_^

sleeping ferret <3

Intake today:
Loads of diet mountain dew 
I might eat a little bit if I get hungry, but haven't decided yet.
Just planning to sit around gaming all day (so feel free to kik me (PikachuTheKitten or whatever <3)

Thanks for your amusing comments <3 they made me smile ^_^
@Sam - yeah coffee makers that can do Keurig cups can do chai lattes. And even better, hot apple cider <3 <3

January 11, 2016


One of my ferrets hanging out on my (fat T_T) arm

Mom took me shopping the other day. Got 3 tops and 2 pairs of tights =)

Intake today
Breakfast: half cup chickpeas with half cup bell pepper/onion
Lunch: Quorn cutlet with half cup corn and a tiny bit of sriracha
Dinner: Hershey's kiss

Classes start today, which should be fun, I guess. XD

@Bella - I'm sorry XD I just found out when I went to creep on Sam's profile from the commentshe left XD

@Sam - Yeah but this coffee maker makes Keurig stuff too. Chai lattes (for only 60 calories!) and hot apple cider and all sorts of lovely things <3 

January 10, 2016


Intake today

1 Hershey's kiss
1 Quorn cutlet
Half cup steamed corn
5 mini cheese ravioli
2 imitation crab legs

January 07, 2016


Chai latte made with the coffee maker my boyfriend's mom got for us =)

One apple cut up and a veggie burger with a piece of jalapeno on top ^_^

Coffee maker and tea kettle <3

Intake for today:
Breakfast: Hershey's kiss
Lunch: half cup chickpeas with half cup bell pepper/onion (might leave out the chickpeas though, haven't decided yet)
Dinner: Veggie burger

Working tonight, but since I'm not scheduled to close and it's a Thursday night (aka, pretty quiet), I'm probably not going to be there for very long.

Also I got another raise (only 25 cents, but hey) at work. I've been getting like a 25 cent raise every month so far and the boss seems to like me, according to the head chefs who have been there forever. Yay <3

@Sam Lupin - Hiiiii! I'll start commenting on your (new!) blog once I've caught up in the archives <3 I missed you, sweetie. Also, I don't really like buckeyes. But I hate candy peanut butter so maybe I'm biased XD a lot of people here love them.

January 04, 2016

Accidentally told my boyfriend that with all the new years resolutions going around, I want to lose weight too and I'm going to weigh myself February 1st. Fuck. What in fuck was I thinking?


I made a gift basket for my mom for Christmas. She loves chocolate, so... that happened.

I'm working today. Blah. 11-2, but I'll probably stay longer since we always end up having to close up and stuff. (The restaurant's open 11-2, then 4-9/10 depending on the day)

Plan for today:
-quorn cutlet with half a cup of corn and 1/3 teaspoon of sriracha
-1 Hershey's kiss
-chai latte 

January 01, 2016


The Christmas tree my boyfriend and I put up in our apartment XD

Happy New Year, everyone <3