January 08, 2017


I didn't drink last night. That was actually an achievement for me. What in fuck. When did my life turn into this, where not drinking for one night is something to be celebrated?

I lost 1.5lbs since yesterday morning. No idea how that happened. I'm not complaining.

I'm fat as fuck.

I still have periods. What the fuck.

Can the birth control pill force your body to have periods even if it shouldn't?
Nah I'm just fucking fat.

Sorry for swearing so much. I'm just frustrated with life.

1 comment:

  1. I know you're in a bad place at the moment, but one night is still an achievement. Well done <3

    Periods with EDs can be weird. I've heard if extremely emaciated people who still get them. For me, I got that little birth control implant in my arm (Implanon) a year or two before my ED developed, and that stopped my periods straight off anyway.

    Keeping you in my thoughts xx


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