February 12, 2017


I don't know what to say right now.
Food is terrifying.
Consuming anything is terrifying.
I decided to taper my prozac and I keep forgetting to take it in the morning. Oops.
Going off the pill is super easy. Which is nice. Except now the boyfriend and I have to use condoms. That would suck, but I can't stand to be touched right now anyway, so it's actually a fantastic excuse to avoid sex altogether.

And yeah, being touched makes me anxious. Triggers a panic attack. I can't handle it. I don't know why. I think I've finally lost my grip on sanity. All I do is hide in the bedroom and read and ignore everything. And go to work when I can drag myself out.

1 comment:

  1. I hated being on the pill and I hated condoms (those little fuckers kept breaking) so I got an IUD. I bled for 6 months, just spotting really, but now I love it.


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