May 14, 2017


The boyfriend was out of town for mother's day weekend so last night I got absolutely fucked up on 2 bottles of wine. So I didn't sleep last night. I got like 2-3 hours of sleep after 7am. I don't remember how much since I kept waking up.

I've been throwing up a lot too. Half on purpose, half not. I just can't stand having anything inside me.

And I've been taking my valium like, randomly, just because I feel like it. I told my boyfriend I flushed it down the toilet. It's hiding with my feminine hygiene products, wrapped up in paper.

I don't know what's going on anymore but I think I clearly need help. I just don't have time, with work and shit, to find a therapist. 

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