The fasting thing was an awful fucking idea. Kept greying out at work and needing to hold on to stuff, which is not what you need when you're the only one who knows what they're doing in a busy restaurant kitchen. Ugh. Fuck. Need to re-evaluate. But I don't want to eat a lot of calories. Fuck fuck fuck. Maybe 200 calories a day? That should be enough to keep me from feeling like shit, right?