September 04, 2016


I can't believe it's September. What in fuck.

I've been throwing up everything I eat this week, and I haven't really gone over 800 calories (if I had kept it down). So I've been super dizzy and my stomach hurts. Oh well. My right hand is all scratched up. It's making me laugh.

I lost a family member on Thursday. I found out half an hour before I had to be at work. I still went to work because no one can cover my shifts. I also worked 10:30am to about 9pm yesterday. 20 minute break. I had a panini (all veggies - I made it myself) and actually kept it down. It felt weird. I still felt dizzy all day so I guess it wasn't too much food. Hopefully. It was really busy so I was running around the entire time I was at work.

I started smoking again. Well. I'm not saying started. I have been smoking the past few days while at work. My coworker knows about what happened on Thursday and she's been dragging me out for smoke breaks and I haven't been trying to say no. But I'll quit soon. My boyfriend hates that I've been smoking, though he does understand why I've been doing it. But I don't want to lose him.

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