October 30, 2016


Huh that's an interesting way of looking at it, Bella. I guess you're right, though I still don't really like how little self-control I have around alcohol.
I kept getting shots of vodka/rum at work last night (whatever was easier to get at the time) so by the time I got home, I was pretty drunk. Ugh. This is becoming a pattern and I really wish it weren't. I don't even want alcohol anymore - I crave it.
On the positive side, food is absolutely repulsive and a waste of time. It's not even a battle anymore. I just don't want to eat.

1 comment:

  1. Ugh, I'm getting this too lately. I've been drinking probably twice, maybe three times a week. It's increased insanely since I stopped smoking synthetics and the green stuff. I can easily get through 1,000+ calories worth of booze in a night and it's messing with my weight so much :(



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