May 07, 2011


Fuck. My. Life.

Actually fuck my fat ass. Kthxbai

Over 2k views o.O Wow....I feel special =D

I'm listening to Where Butterflies Never Die by Broken Iris. It's very relaxing =)

Yay comments, comments!

Oh God... You lovely ladies totally made me blush... and I never said that was me >.> Though it is T_T

Just Another Ordinary Girl - it was the AP Spanish exam. I have the AP physics one on Monday and AP French on Tuesday. Thanks =D

Haha I was angry in the dad spent like 5 minutes (no exaggeration!) convincing me to sit still long enough to take the picture XD

I haven't fallen in love with a girl yet...but it could easily happen =3

Haha I just told my friend I'm blogging and he's all "I WANNA READ IT!" and I'm like -_-


Sadly this is the friend who was about to kill himself recently =/ The one who's in love with me... Oh fuck. It's terrifying how close he always seems to be to being gone...I love him, I need him...He's honestly my best friend...

I just painted my nails Dark Room by OPI ^_^
The color, though NOT my nails. I bite my nails too much T_T I really should stop...ugh

So we did this trippy guided meditation thing in English yesterday... we had to walk through some woods and a meadow and run into a person holding a box and then you either recognized the person or not. And then there was either something in the box or not. In mine? I ran into Jesus. He was carrying a little box in the palm of his hand. There was a little bag of 5 dark-ish mint green pills in the box...In conclusion, Jesus gave me drugs.

Holy shit! I was Googling green pills, to try to provide a visual, since I had NO idea what pills are GREEN. These pills are damn close to what was in the box...
The caption under this result in Google Images? "Meizitang slimming green pills" Thank you, God! I understand what you want from me now! Haha

Yep. Even Jesus thinks I'm fat. Woot.

So I'm either lesbian or asexual...Hmm...

This one?
Or this one?

I kinda like the idea of being smarter than yeast...

Mom's gone for a month. Graduation is May 29. Let's see how much weight I can lose by then! Ugh... GO AWAY, MIA

I need to stop throwing up. 10-ish times in the past 2 days...Oh well. I've been worse. *sigh*

Love you all <3


  1. No one I know knows I have a blog. It's easier that way. And I bite my nails way too much to want to paint them. I feel like it would just draw attention to the fact that I chew them and I would get the don't bite your nails lecture a lot. And I like the homosexuality poster.

  2. Only one person in real life knows I have a therapist. She doesn't read it though (thank God!).
    Pretty nail color. I would get loads of crap if I painted my nails black.
    Nice posters. :)


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