Last night I purged for the first time since this summer. I remember why I stopped. Dear God it felt terrible... I'm scared I'm losing my... I don't know. My motivation. The bad feeling purging gave me overruled the feeling of relief of having that food gone.
Shit.
Shit.
Just take it one meal and one day at a time. I know ow hard it is to resist the urge to purge, but I know you have the strength to be strong.
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