September 30, 2010

Absence

I'm sorry for going all MIA >.< You all must think I'm a horrible blogger =(

What happened was my mom took away my scale cause she said I was losing too much weight. Sigh. She's also making me eat more. More sighs. I have decided to counter this with more exercising. But I just wasn't sure if I should post, since I don't know how much I weigh. I'll guess 500lbs, just to be on the safe side. Haha. Hey, at least the mirror agrees with me!

My 17th birthday is October 26. A Tuesday. I have piano lessons on Tuesday evenings. My mom wants to pull me out of my lesson that day and take me out to dinner. At a vegan restaurant. Ugh. Ok, I love the fact that there are vegan restaurants, so it's easy for vegans to eat out. But the thing is, this eliminates my "oh, I guess I'll just have a lettuce salad cause nothing else is vegan" excuse. Shittt. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll fake sick? Ugh.

Nothing eventful has happened really. Ohh... I did get a new boy! Err... kinda. Haha. He lives in Maryland, but we might meet up over winter break because my dad/stepmom+family live down there. Soo... that could be interesting! We've been texting almost nonstop and he seems really cool. =)

...Haha. Yeah, that's about as exciting as my life gets. I really want to go have a crazy binge and throw it all up. That's so tempting. I kind of did that on Tuesday because I had a two hour delay (some teacher meeting thing) and my parents left early, so I had about an hour and a half to myself. I spent an hour of it eating and throwing up. It felt so damn good. >.<

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1 comment:

  1. hey, sorry to hear you gotta be forced to eat :|
    but the vegan restaurant sounds really good, ive never been to one as much as id like to go, and you should definitely go, a lot of things there are plant based and really wont do you any harm ^_^
    if anything our bodies really do need nourishment here and there.

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