At least it's a loss. Sigh. Went all day on diet coke, it was great. Had about...8oz? I wasn't really counting, since it's so low-cal. Then I did some pushups at night. Then I fucking BINGED. Well....okay..it was probably no more than 400cals...but STILL. Oh fuck ew. I think it's still in me T_T Ughh....at least diet coke is a natural laxative!
I'm writing a paper on anorexia for psych right now. How fucking wonderful. A constant reminder of how enormously fat I am! Haha
Thank you all for your lovely comments on my last post <3 I hope I can write something that's worth your time to read! <3 <3 <3 Stephen King is so inspiring :3
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I had to write a paper about the eating disordered world too last year, it was horrible to have to talk about in the front of the class. Plus it sounds like you had an okay day, yay for losing some weight and 400 cals isn't that bad, it'll be gone by tomorrow.
ReplyDelete400 isn't that bad luv !!! (Ok, it is for us, but realistically, it's not even a bump in your day <3)
ReplyDeleteYou did so good though, you should be proud of yourself!! Try not to let the paper get you down, just do your best on it, get that A+ then forget about it. -hug-
I hate binges. But don't worry get back on your feet and run. You must punish yourself so anytime you think of a binge you think of running or push ups something you hate.
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Thanks for that comment on my last blog - it's a perfect idea. <3 Take care of yourself, and good luck on your paper.
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