July 26, 2011


I'm a fucking fatass.

My (friend? ex? annoyance?) posted on Facebook... and I quote...

"I think im going to start throwing my food up again. :/"

What the fuck?

What a fucking attention whore.


Who posts that shit on Facebook?

Oh and my grandpa (in Latvia, my other grandpa died 2 years ago) is in the hospital. Ugh. I don't know what to feel. I mean, he loves complaining about shit and having people worry about him. My dad texted me that he was in the hospital (dad is still in Latvia) and he said that they don't think it's anything serious. I just feel bad about having doubts about the seriousness of his condition. And no, I have no idea what's wrong with him, besides a seriously bitchy attitude.

My font looks weird...


I want to break up with my boyfriend. I don't like him, even though he's a perfect gentleman and I do feel safe with him. There's just no attraction. Sigh.

I want to be thin.

I've thrown up every day since I got back.

I feel kinda dizzy.

I don't know why.

I think it would be easier to throw up everything I eat. 

Except then there's more of a chance that someone will notice.

I'm not sure if I care anymore.


  1. Major attention whore. Who would post something like that? Who would want like the whole world knowing that you purge? Hopefully there isn't anything serious wrong with your grandpa. And maybe you and your boyfriend would just be better off as friends if there's no attraction. And throwing up isn't good. It's bad for your health and teeth and everything. So just don't throw up. Because I said? Exercise instead. It's healthier.

  2. WOWWWWW. Huge attention whore, people are just too desperate sometimes ya know? Awh girlie I hope you and him can just be friends then, and no more throwing up please(: eat healthy foods and keep them IN((:

  3. Omg I can't believe this! It just makes people like us (who have real mental disorders without being attention whores) seem ridiculous. It's so hard not to throw up :( Wish you the best, please keep posting!
    (Greetings from Germany<3)


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