November 09, 2011

Everones eating. 127.8lbs. Im sorry. It feels like kg. Im too fat to live. I want to throw up more and more and more until Im clean. I want to be alone forever so I can cry in peace even though I have no right to cry cause my life is perfect except Im the horrible person who hurts people. Im the fucked up one who should be removed from society cause Im so goddamn useless and meaningless and I just want out right now. I want to disappear.

I want to smile for once an go a day without feeling like shit. Is that even possible?

1 comment:

  1. You'll have a good day soon. I've been feeling fat and worthless lately too. Just remember, life could always suck more. Spend some time alone and do something you enjoy. Read a book or play a game or watch tv or something and relax. Then tomorrow, make sure you have time to do something you enjoy. Or at least relax with a hot shower or something (or take a hot shower for me because I've got hives and hot will only make them worse so I'm stuck with cold showers). Just do a little something that will make you feel good (even if it's only for a short amount of time) and you should hopefully be feeling better after a few days.


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