54.2

I think I may have fucked up. Bad.

What am I doing with this guy?

I'm not happy. He uses me.

The other night, neither of us could sleep (no idea why) and I was exhausted out of my mind. Still couldn't sleep though. It sucked. Then he was randomly horny and he kinda tried having sex with me. He did actually. Even though I told him it hurt. He finished and just left me curled up on the bed, too tired to do anything.

And sadly, he seems to have that attitude towards everything lately.

I just want it to end.

No, not like suicide end. Like, break-up end.

But our lease expires July 29. And somehow we have to stay together, at least be civil to each other, until then. I can't afford to pay for that place by myself. I don't have a job. And yes, my parents are paying for it right now, but I can't ask them to keep doing that, though God knows my dad has more than enough to do that. It's just, my parents taught me better.

So now I'm fucked.

I have no idea what I'm supposed to do.

Classes start Monday.

>_<

My schedule?

=)


Monday
-History 151
9:30-10:20
-Philosophy 102
10:30-11:20

Tuesday
-Sociology 101
1:00-2:15
-Psychology 303
2:30-3:45
-Philosophy 224
4:00-5:15

Wednesday
History 151
9:30-10:20
-Philosophy 102
10:30-11:20

Thursday
-Sociology 101
1:00-2:15
-Psychology 303
2:30-3:45
-Philosophy 224
4:00-5:15

Friday
-Philosophy 102
8:30-9:20
-History 151
9:30-10:20