May 11, 2013


I'm just gonna go cut all my fat off now, okay?


Trying to think happy thoughts. T_T
I'm going to be in Maryland on the 17th. I'll see my dad. My 300lb dad who calls me fat all the time.
Even when I was thin.
Oh God.

I've decided that while I'm there, I'm just going to try to eat as little as possible. He and my stepmom ADORE tea so I'll be drinking a lot of that. And my dad has a rule where he will never force someone to eat/drink something (something from his past, it's not my business to say) so that's always good. My stepmom doesn't have that rule, but she's really nice (and really small even though she's like in her 40's/50's). She did suggest we check out some local vegan/vegetarian places but restaurants are okay as long as they have bathrooms.

Oh and I'm throwing up again.

Blah whatever.

Oh! Right! My plan for while I'm there!

Tea in the morning. Or coffee. But most likely tea. Then very light dinner. Nothing except tea/water in between. =) They both have jobs and their cat LOVES people food (though they try to limit how much she's allowed) so hopefully this will work. =)

If he calls me fat though... ugh.


I'm scared.

1 comment:

  1. there is fat on someone that weighs 58 kilos
    i never knew
    300lb dad that calls you fat all the time
    you ARE thin. there.
    when you mentioned bathrooms, my heart broke up a bit. love, you shouldn't purge. please don't. try not to. please?
    if he calls you fat, remind him that he weighs the size of a small elephant.
    -Sam Lupin


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